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Some drawings and a song

Quit singing about stars

Could we for a moment quite singing stupid melodies about stars
Singing stupid qoutes on how this system sucks
whispering your interpretation for our wondering in circles
Ots so shady till no one will ever understand it
Same old boring excuses for expression
won`t you call a spade a spade?
Stranger what is your point?
What good does it do to breathe down our knecks
What help does it give to pledge your actions
what does it take to shut you up

the disclaimer that facades your truest label
Yet the secret things of shame wallows in you rchest
I rather not be labeled with religion, i rather just be myself
though so personal, but its never private
i rather just be myself
Quit singing about stars
PLease Just stop it!

DRAWINGS AGAIN

we want what we don`t want we don`t want what we want

We avoid the drama but the drama is what we end up with
Shun away from the voiceless cause
we are lost for words
sometimes reality is uglier than the scales that hide
just don`t give in
drag this fiasco on and on
this will arrive in the end with drama
We avoid the drama but the drama is what we end up with
we want what we don`t want
we don`t want what we want
Big Babies whinning about the mess we`ve made
Big babies tired of stale milk
what about us? what about it?
never question our actions
have it our way
we want what we don`t want
we don`t want what we want
We avoid the drama but the drama is what we end up with

You Just keep on doing it, don`t ya?

Sweet talker your ruining it all
with your subliminal speech
Sweet talker taint the plot, i get it now
i get it now
Up to your mischief again, some times it comes
across so adorable
But the only way to really know
when i find myself staring at my reflection
to see if its me, if its all about me
i get it now i get it now
who shapes the continuation?
so we find our sight by hearing
A drawing factor, chewing on maggots you think its
candy to soothe your desire
Its not going to work out
If this is it
Its not going to workout
Sight by hearing?
Oh but i get it now, I get it now
I won`t sit by to watch you screw it all up

NEW DRAWINGS

Some drawings i did while at work... haha mostly ...... well inspired by music i was listening to at that moment...

Once smitten ask Twice why

Carve your tactless comments onto the back of your mind
i bet none of what you said makes any sense
i`d trade my profits for a glimpse of your weary hands holding your restrain
watch your tongue bend on its back
I should have known
I should have known
the page you tore from your story
so crucial, you tore the page from the story
so full of it, never thought i could take you seriously
we have fallen short of the facts that don`t make any sense
I should have known
I should have known

WHEN LOVE IS`NT LOVE AND WHEN TRUTH BLINDS US FROM TRUTH

Her head rests on my chest
mine never reaches near hers
The marks, you can`t count on that show
but do not reveal the confusion of intention
In the mix of emotion
My feet plants itself miles away from you
Tell me how did A chasm so wide drove its ugly
judgement, in between in between
Maybe today promises will follow through
Anticipate an outcome of an enduring Hope
Yet the waiting is what we endure
I owe you an apology
Pardon my ears for stealing you words to foster a guilt
that hides my affection towards you
My affection for you grows
This just can`t be
Lets just say the reasons why, will remain buried in me
To shelter your frame, i told you lies to hide my secret
My Bad, oh how i wish you`d see it too

WHEN LOVE IS`NT LOVE AND WHEN TRUTH BLINDS US FROM TRUTH

Her head rests on my chest
mine never reaches near hers
The marks, you can`t count on that show
but do not reveal the confusion of intention
In the mix of emotion
My feet plants itself miles away from you
Tell me how did A chasm so wide drove its ugly
judgement, in between in between
Maybe today promises will follow through
Anticipate an outcome of an enduring Hope
Yet the waiting is what we endure
I owe you an apology
Pardon my ears for stealing your words to foster a guilt
that hides my affection towards you
My affection for you grows
This just can`t be
Lets just say the reasons why, will remain buried in me
To shelter your frame, i told you lies to hide my secret
My Bad, oh how i wish you`d see it too

TO LEAD OR NOT TO LEAD?

I rather lead my own life... i dun have a choice... but to learn
to lead my inner man...
YOU CAN`T CHANGE THE WORLD, YOU CAN ONLY CHANGE YOURSELF

WORK IS GOOD I TALK TO CHICKS ALL DAY..

What can i say..... i practically meet new chicks everyday at work.......
and the cool part is i get to talk to them....its part of the "JOB"

but having said that nothing perked my day up more than when on monday a friend dropped by just to give me a hug... made my week.. i noe this sounds potentially gay..
but really its not.. guess underneath this BEHEMOTH LIKE EXTERIOR lies...
someone...that.... ( you fill i the blanks )

Been reading the Kurt cobain autobiography..its been depressing...
but HECK! I`M GONNA FINSIH IT ANYWAY CUZ ITS SO DAMN INTERESTING!
wow... i totally related with his childhood and the divorce and separation of his parents...
i havent revisited those memories for a long time!
but now it does`nt hurt as much anymore.... but now i really and confused.. how can i use that experiance to help someone else... Kurt Cobain never..helped anyone else....
im not saying im made of stuff of legends... but im saying how can i capitalise on this experiance for the benfit of those around me and myself....?

this is where capitalism is`nt all that bad!

Jerome

How i feel on the 4th of sept 2006! Good morning providence

GOOD MORNING PROVIDENCE - THE GLORIA RECORD

good morning, hospital
we've got a situation here
i'm in the belly of a whale
and haven't seen the sun for days
i'm cut and paste inside this tune
good morning, providence
the chorus is a wreck so mind your head and bless this mess
good morning, hospital
i need to get away from here
'cause i've been working for too long
and haven't seen the sun for days
i'm cut and paste inside this tune
good morning, providence
the chorus is a wreck so mind your head and bless this mess
'cause under here everything is over
under here everything is over
everything is frozen
everything is