some work i did on my comp hahahaha i drew the robot in th eback ground the rest is photo shop

Some Art work to Kill Time

Just some drawings i did a while back never got to show anyone.. so its really just for your eyes now.. also to remind myself that i really should aim for an art show soon....







Some work i did when i was bored... bored a while ago....

MUCHOS GRACIAS

Thank you everyone that came to my place last night for dinner.
to celebrate my birthday and ord! i wish i had said a better speech...
it was really half baked... so i guess here it goes...

ORD LOH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha!!!

glad to see that for the past 3 years i have learned so much,
from close friends. I love you guys, i may be a pain now and then, really i would`nt have anyone else 2 share this day with besides you guys and thats only because i don`t have a girl friend yet.( JUST KIDDING!!)

Ohwell.... i must say.... MEE SIAM MAI HAM! MAI HAM!!
well sadly some of you could`nt make it, but its all good! we will still have many many more times to laugh, cry,fight, sing, play, pray... wat ever else.... we do i am grateful i have you guys around. :)

If only i knew how to better thank you guys....
i sat down with granny today.. and i was brought down to tears .... of how humbly my family started.. we really had nothing.... it was so bad man..... i remember eating left overs upon left overs...
my mom and dad were never around. i was constantly bullied in school, really quiet kid.... did`nt know how to do anything else but draw.....and draw........

well... today i have a diploma, a home, a new job that starts this friday, a band whom i rock out with, my lovely friends. I can only say God its yours if all this distracts me from you.... because nothing else matters but the Lord.... do not get me wrong i am thankful for everything i have, but i also realise these r not mine to keep. They r previledges NOT ENTILEMENTS.....

one thing is for sure i will never let you go Jesus...
My life is yours to the death...

Jerome

I AM WARRIOR MUCHACHO APACHE BOY

TODAY IS NOT MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOO HOOO!!!
ITS NOT ITS NOT!!! NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BUT I FEEL LIKE A MILLION BUCKS BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SCREW THE RINE STONE COWBOY AND HIS APACHE CREW!!!!!!
WHAT A JOKE !! WHAT JOKE!!! ALL IS LOST!!!! YET IM FOUND!!!
ALL IS FORSAKEN!!! BUT IM RESTORED!!!!!!!

HOW ARE YOU MISS DAISY??? STILL POPING SUGAR???
IM YOUR HONEY!!! BUNNY!!!
COMFORT THE SORES!! COMFORT YOUR SAGGY FAT ARMS!!!
AS YOU WAVE GOODBYE!!!
I WAVE YOU A MIDDLE ROAD STRETCHED FROM MY FIST!!!!
PISS OFF!!!!!!
I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN!!!

INSOMIA

one of the ugliest words....
can`t sleep i just can`t sleep....
i think of you...
my tears tell me you dun think of me at all..
so why do i go on this way....
so hard..
fight this! fight with what i`v got!
but maybe i dun have to fight at all...
i will forget you.... i will...
move on....

ME IN 2003

THIS ! was me in 2003! lol thats how FAT! I have become!

MY FRIEND MY FRIEND YOU ARE INDEED SPECIAL..

I just wonder... when you have been friends for so long.....never TOO long i hope...
You begin to miss that person... yet it is just so cliche to say it to the person you miss, is it wrong?
have i allowed myself fallen into a situation, where i am bound towards pain again?

Yet i am willing to be hurt, even rejected, for all that we`ve been through, we`ve seen the Lord`s mercy.
how i pray for the Lord`s heart to beat in my chest for you. When i see you i am reminded of how truely i never deserved such gentleness, like the kind you show me so freely. without complain, without malice your smile never fails to pick me up. Yet things change, there is a time for everything.. so we have learnt from the good word. And in the stillness that i`ve found myself in, i think of you and i rejoice in secret.

3 weeks from now would mark where last left off, we were young. We did`nt know how else to handle what was in our hands. So we said goodbye....
A year later we find ourselves in forgiveness. I Love your courage.

And 2 years later from that point, your still here.
You have never always understood me, and you have never always listened, you have never always kept your word. Yet i find myself letting everything go, so that i can be near you. So i toast to the memories we`ve shared, never again will i find another friend like you. There is no comfort or answer for what i feel tonight, i only rejoice in secret. You are beautiful, and you will always be. I love you.

CALL ME MR ORD

Well... Its been 2 days into the life of a civilian and i must say...
ITS FREAKIN BORING!!! Yet i appreciate the stillness in my life.

Its moments like these, when your mind drifts.. and i realise how quickly people
simply move on from day to day. Its really very scary, the pace we work at and move at
we hardly take the time to appreciate the simplest of things...
yet i find on occassions being the only one in the crowd appreciating the quietness shared
between a trusted friend and myself....
Yes i believe its in the quiet moments that we find ourselves connecting and simply enjoying
each others company..

surprisingly coming from a NOISE BOX like yours truely.. hard to imagine..
i find myself listening to old music again.. music i appreciated before my national service...
bands like "THE GLORIA RECORD", "THE VELVET TEEN", "HOPESFALL", "THIRD EYE BLIND", "STING", "BEN FOLDS FIVE", "DEFTONES"... the list goes on..... ( YES I LISTEN TO SAPPY MUSIC! )

Yes i am in a state of nostalgia. so if u see me teary eyed and stoning ( if u even care )... i guess im just grateful..
just grateful.. and no i don`t mean cheesy "grateful" by SE BAND... ( not being malicious )
SIMPLE... if things were simpler....

Playing drums again??

Im leaving for church now.. going for Sonic edge band practice.
Its so wierd that im going to sit behond the drum kit again, reclaiming my throne?
lol well really pray hard i get use to it again. Its been 2 long since i even touched my drum sticks.
Ohwell.... Am going to try to get my tag board up real soon, once i figure out what in the world
i have to do to get it up. Im a real computer idiot ( i don`t know how to use computers ).
I will only know how i faired in a few hours time.....

Jerome

THE LUKEWARM HEART IS THE KILLER

Revelation 3:14 and 20These are the words of the Amen, the faithful and true witness, the ruler of God's creation. "Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with him, and he with me.

If you read the rest of the verse.. it touches on the heart condition of believers.
The issue is not so much how our outward expressions convey our love for the Lord.
Its a heart issue.. you either be hot or cold FOR the lord.. but never Lukewarm.. never sit on the fence. Make a descision today.. Just who`s side are you on?

This has spoken to me and convicted me, i have decided not to think about it. But to act on it,
Love is truely a Verb.. u act on it. The same way God loves us so much that he will Never barge into the private areas of our lives, But he still does "Stand at the door and knock.."

It comes down to the cognitive versus the experiancial basis of our believes.
Is God merely a suggestion a concept or a coping strategy? or Is God so real that it is possible to have a deep relationship with him. If its a relationship, it needs to be worked on.

If its a suggestion or concept.. than we soon find ourselves in centre of turmoil and pain again.
This verse is Not dealing with the Non believer or pre believer perse. How ever it is dealing with the believer.

I confess i have not been walking right before the lord and luke wamrness has crept its ugly head in. I must find a way to break this, and that way is Jesus.

with Love
Jerome

HARLOW!!

Guess no one will read this yet cuz no one knows about this hahaha anyways if u do
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