Terrorism is the New Black

seems like fashionable... people are sick..
fucked up world..

i sue to be a part of a group that believed in an idelealistic truth. Sadly
i got nothing but disappointment, you guys fucking failed me.

Anyways now i see how i have i moved on so far the further i am from you people the better of i am.

Anwyays was good meeting up With Ms Debbie Cai, the old friends know u the best.

Jerome

You Suck

Mavis You suck

I am Mr Boring Man

Last saturday a girl said iw as boring. haha was`nt the first time, thought it would`nt affect me BUt guess it did in the end.

The world is indeed , fucking bais and ignorant.

:)

Action Reaction went better than i thought. Its great seeing new bands like Creek wither doing so well on their first show, the crowd was definately floored by their sound.

Sky in Euphoria will be continuing for a while more i suppose. Like any band there are conflicts and disagreements. But iguess for the past 6 years its been a really good ride.
Jon, Symon, Daren and Shaun. If there will come a day where we can`t be friends anymore for what ever sadistic reason God plans, thank you boys for tolerating an ass wipe like me. Many times i do not feel competant to lead, i wish i was a better man. I have learned so much about life and how to live it through your jokes, stories, Problems even personal attacks. For this i am grateful to my band boys. You guys are cool.

Friends are hard to come by and they deplete as u grow older, i guess even your charm dies out after a while and u become this boring guy that has just been around the block. Well i guess its been an honour having been in the prescence fo talented people and even fucked up ones.

At least there are people who enjoy your company, i`m trying to change. But iguess i found out teh reason why i`m always alone..cuz i`m fucked up, friends who take sudden shots at me i realise why, i guess their tolerance for an annoying individual like me wears out. and being nice is just pretending for them, i understand if i could i`d take myself out too.

I hope God stops being unfair and grants me a break with my Job situation soon, life is already shitty enough. Pls don`t take away oppotunities to earn money at least.

yep i`m going to bed but i noe i`ll prolly just stay up the whole night distracted by insomia.
Night.

This will be over soon

I Lavish on short term memory

Slowing down with every step to raise up a banner

As my mind is Caught in a moment

with cacoon like appearance, Something more burns in my veins

Till i Plunge into wide open spaces

i`m Waiting for a greater meaning than Pockets of time wasted on you

New Art Part 2

After meeting a client thsi what i have come up with.. hope this rawks!

Mandatory

I am sailing away taking in the rawness of the air that chokes my lungs
The thrust of mighty waves brings my vessel further ahead in a direction
that i have left to chance
gloved with folded arms like a bird perched to rest
While the heat from burnt bridges still warm against my back
A pile salt i`ll be, should i look back.

Another milestone is not too far away, everytime my heart breaks
no grace is enough to give me a peace of mind

No more will i need to care. i`ll just have to set my eyes beyond
a horizon till the sun comes up to kill the rawness of the air

New Art

A draft design for a house in Tthe east coast. Hope i get this project deal quite a bit of cash.